The End of All Things Perceived

by Anesmwythder

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    3 way split CD, professionally printed. Limited to 300 copies, 100 available from this site.

    Features Anesmwythder's 'The End of All Things Perceived' EP, Coedwig Machen's 'Wandering Eternal in a Dreamlike State' EP and Nyctophilia's 'Odio Vitae' EP.

    1. Anesmwythder - Dysphoria -12:06
    2. Anesmwythder - The End of All Things Perceived - 07:47
    3. Coedwig Machen - Wandering Eternal in a Dreamlike State - 08:48
    4. Coedwig Machen - Hopelessness Is All That Is Laid Before Me - 10:06
    5. Nyctophilia - Into the Minds of the Dying - 07:18
    6. Nyctophilia - Frozen from Within - 07:19
    7. Nyctophilia - Tearing the Veil of Belief - 07:33

    Artwork by Fan, Coedwig Machen design by Fan, Nyctophilia design by Arseniy, Anesmwythder design by Carwyn Marshall.

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Debut release from Depressive Black Metal project Anesmwythder. Dealing with Identity Issues, Body Dysphoria and Modification and Major Depressive Episodes from personal experience.

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released July 16, 2014

Carwyn Marshall - All Music and Lyrics, Photography, Design

Guitars (Clean and Distorted), Bass, Drum Programming, Vocals (Clean and Harsh) - Carwyn Marshall

No Keyboards were used on this EP.

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at Bastard Studios, S. Wales - March 2014 by Carwyn Marshall

Logo - Nick Boisjolie

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Anesmwythder Wales, UK

Depressive Black Metal project from the sole member of Prometheus Rising. Deals with depression, dysphoria and body modification, identity issues and other personal experiences with mental illness.

Ciara Marshall - Guitars, Bass, Drum Programming, Vocals
No Keyboards are used in this project.
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Track Name: Dysphoria

I am not complete the way I am
Sick of being trapped inside this
shell that doesn’t fit
I do not feel I'm how I need to be
The journey to comfort lies with me, the goal is out of reach

Cover pale skin with ink
Replace the flesh with something
worthwhile that I can bear
Force a needle through the flesh
Augment the features with metal bars and rings

Scalpels tear away the cartilage
Re-sculpted into something pleasing to my cold, dead eyes
The pain demands my attention
Distracts from the mental anguish
that plagues me

You try to decide who I am
You choose my life but it
doesn’t fit right with me
Not even I know my true self yet
But what you gave me feels alien
it's sickening to me

If I could tear myself down completely
And start rebuilding myself again
to my own design
I’d turn myself into who I need to be
This journey will take me to my grave
Track Name: The End of All Things Perceived
The End of All Things Perceived

I feel the darkness closing in
Sights and sounds no longer reach me
Sensory deprivation
Is this for real or just inside my head

Memories play back constantly
I no longer have a voice with which to speak
The world's decaying, at least to me
Am I the only one that feels it anymore?

I embrace the silence
The blindness lets me clearly see
This can't be death
My thoughts are racing timelessly

The pain is dissipating
It leaves my scarred and damaged mind
No perception of the outside world
Is this the peace that death will bring?

Don't know if I'm alive or dead
Am I sleeping or have I lost myself
Cold mental walls feel so comforting
Incarceration never felt so good

Feels like it's been days now
Couldn't wake if I wanted to
Tranquility has found me
Within this prison I locked myself in

Has everything around me cold and dead?
Or is it me that's fading away? Fading…..