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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    3 way split CD, professionally printed. Limited to 300 copies, 100 available from this site.

    Features Anesmwythder's 'The End of All Things Perceived' EP, Coedwig Machen's 'Wandering Eternal in a Dreamlike State' EP and Nyctophilia's 'Odio Vitae' EP.

    Tracklist:
    1. Anesmwythder - Dysphoria -12:06
    2. Anesmwythder - The End of All Things Perceived - 07:47
    3. Coedwig Machen - Wandering Eternal in a Dreamlike State - 08:48
    4. Coedwig Machen - Hopelessness Is All That Is Laid Before Me - 10:06
    5. Nyctophilia - Into the Minds of the Dying - 07:18
    6. Nyctophilia - Frozen from Within - 07:19
    7. Nyctophilia - Tearing the Veil of Belief - 07:33

    Artwork by Fan, Coedwig Machen design by Fan, Nyctophilia design by Arseniy, Anesmwythder design by Carwyn Marshall.

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lyrics

Dysphoria

I am not complete the way I am
Sick of being trapped inside this
shell that doesn’t fit
I do not feel I'm how I need to be
The journey to comfort lies with me, the goal is out of reach

Cover pale skin with ink
Replace the flesh with something
worthwhile that I can bear
Force a needle through the flesh
Augment the features with metal bars and rings

Scalpels tear away the cartilage
Re-sculpted into something pleasing to my cold, dead eyes
The pain demands my attention
Distracts from the mental anguish
that plagues me

You try to decide who I am
You choose my life but it
doesn’t fit right with me
Not even I know my true self yet
But what you gave me feels alien
it's sickening to me

If I could tear myself down completely
And start rebuilding myself again
to my own design
I’d turn myself into who I need to be
This journey will take me to my grave

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from The End of All Things Perceived, released July 16, 2014

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Anesmwythder Wales, UK

Depressive Black Metal project from the sole member of Prometheus Rising. Deals with depression, dysphoria and body modification, identity issues and other personal experiences with mental illness.

Ciara Marshall - Guitars, Bass, Drum Programming, Vocals
No Keyboards are used in this project.
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