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The End of All Things Perceived

by Anesmwythder

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    3 way split CD, professionally printed. Limited to 300 copies, 100 available from this site.

    Features Anesmwythder's 'The End of All Things Perceived' EP, Coedwig Machen's 'Wandering Eternal in a Dreamlike State' EP and Nyctophilia's 'Odio Vitae' EP.

    Tracklist:
    1. Anesmwythder - Dysphoria -12:06
    2. Anesmwythder - The End of All Things Perceived - 07:47
    3. Coedwig Machen - Wandering Eternal in a Dreamlike State - 08:48
    4. Coedwig Machen - Hopelessness Is All That Is Laid Before Me - 10:06
    5. Nyctophilia - Into the Minds of the Dying - 07:18
    6. Nyctophilia - Frozen from Within - 07:19
    7. Nyctophilia - Tearing the Veil of Belief - 07:33

    Artwork by Fan, Coedwig Machen design by Fan, Nyctophilia design by Arseniy, Anesmwythder design by Carwyn Marshall.

    Includes unlimited streaming of The End of All Things Perceived via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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1.
Dysphoria 12:02
Dysphoria I am not complete the way I am Sick of being trapped inside this shell that doesn’t fit I do not feel I'm how I need to be The journey to comfort lies with me, the goal is out of reach Cover pale skin with ink Replace the flesh with something worthwhile that I can bear Force a needle through the flesh Augment the features with metal bars and rings Scalpels tear away the cartilage Re-sculpted into something pleasing to my cold, dead eyes The pain demands my attention Distracts from the mental anguish that plagues me You try to decide who I am You choose my life but it doesn’t fit right with me Not even I know my true self yet But what you gave me feels alien it's sickening to me If I could tear myself down completely And start rebuilding myself again to my own design I’d turn myself into who I need to be This journey will take me to my grave
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The End of All Things Perceived I feel the darkness closing in Sights and sounds no longer reach me Sensory deprivation Is this for real or just inside my head Memories play back constantly I no longer have a voice with which to speak The world's decaying, at least to me Am I the only one that feels it anymore? I embrace the silence The blindness lets me clearly see This can't be death My thoughts are racing timelessly The pain is dissipating It leaves my scarred and damaged mind No perception of the outside world Is this the peace that death will bring? Don't know if I'm alive or dead Am I sleeping or have I lost myself Cold mental walls feel so comforting Incarceration never felt so good Feels like it's been days now Couldn't wake if I wanted to Tranquility has found me Within this prison I locked myself in Has everything around me cold and dead? Or is it me that's fading away? Fading…..

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Debut release from Depressive Black Metal project Anesmwythder. Dealing with Identity Issues, Body Dysphoria and Modification and Major Depressive Episodes from personal experience.

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released July 16, 2014

Carwyn Marshall - All Music and Lyrics, Photography, Design

Guitars (Clean and Distorted), Bass, Drum Programming, Vocals (Clean and Harsh) - Carwyn Marshall

No Keyboards were used on this EP.

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at Bastard Studios, S. Wales - March 2014 by Carwyn Marshall

Logo - Nick Boisjolie

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Anesmwythder Wales, UK

Depressive Black Metal project from the sole member of Prometheus Rising. Deals with depression, dysphoria and body modification, identity issues and other personal experiences with mental illness.

Ciara Marshall - Guitars, Bass, Drum Programming, Vocals
No Keyboards are used in this project.
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